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Monday, December 14th, 2009

iheartyourdeath

5:34p It is 5:23 pm.. And I just woke up for the remainder of the day? Can you believe that. What a waste! I have been feeling a little blue/ill today though. I am trying to liven up my evening to make a happy ending. I really hate magazines/photos/EVERYTHING in this culture that makes me want straight pretty hair. To be skinnier. To have giant beautiful boobs. To not have this tiny little tummy of mine. To just be as perfect as ever. I am coming to terms with the fact that I will never be that person and maybe once i love myself al other things will start falling into place. I want to live in a world wear people mend their stockings (It's getting to be a hobby of mine!), More knitting circles, more hot tea and hot cocoa or spicy chais with soy milk over books. Cute colorful rooms with wood floors. Giant gardens with chicken coops and fun compost piles, more cuckoo clocks (down with digi!) and garden gnomes. Cowboy boots or boots of some sort all day everyday. Vegan pancakes and avocado and tomato sandwiches. Favorite records on repeat. Is that so much to ask? current mood: awake current music: Laura Stevenson and the cans

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